struggling

i'm struggling with a number of things today.  i'm trying to get thru them, to get thru other's expectations and to draw boundaries once again.  i want to help people, but i also know/feel the need to help me.  it seems to me that the "me helping me" should super cede anyone else, yet, when i plan to do that, something pops up that challenges that idea and my resolve.

the issue is it continues to happen, over and over.  

and it normally happens when i just don't have time or energy to deal with it.  

i'm struggling...