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last night (and basically all of yesterday) i was recuperating from a day and a half of ickiness...sickness and the like. i was listening to my meditation stuff (holosynch ROCKS!) on the iPod when my text message went off..

"sorry i missed your birthday"

i shook out the brain cobwebs and we had a half-hour text message session. :) i learned a bit more about where he is, or i guess i should say where he has been, and cryptically, what he's been doing. i must admit, i had to push back the fear and send out those good positive vibes instead.

my heart expanded and felt like it was beating again. it makes my eyes tear up today when i think about it. when i think about him. don't know if its sadness or resistence, but it's there.

the glass is half-full, isn't it?