i am learning new ways to think about myself and my surroundings...dismissing thoughts of separate and identification with my thoughts...disowning the stuff my ego tells me. it is AMAZING STUFF!
i can imagine how poorly i would be dealing with the fact that Boris is on the other side of the world for heaven knows how long. i do know i have allowed myself to cry, to feel the sadness, and to let it go. the night of the realization i wouldn't be able to see him before he left...in the midst of the crying and sadness, i was able to hear a voice tell me i needed to be still. i needed to put some space around the situation and what i was feeling and look at it from the outside. i then let it go. not what i've done in the past, which has always been to compartmentalize it (whatever IT was) and tell myself i'd deal with it later (which i, of course, never did). i am not saying i have mastered this, because as i write this, the sadness rolls over me, but i haven't felt it as a constant companion. he was much more a part of my life and my thought patterns than i ever expected. and i am grateful for that realization, and much more grateful for the time we had together. i really do love him, and i really do miss him.
in the middle of all of this, i find great stuff in my inbox:
*If you can't speak to your friends and loved ones in a voice they can hear, then simply empathize, detach, and bless. Whatever you do - do not engage in the fear.
*If you cannot stop yourself from worrying about your own situation, then find a confident, spiritual friend (or coach) and ask them to TALK you up the vibrational ladder, now. (Even sooner if possible!)
*If you cannot help but feel frightened when you watch the news, then stop watching the news.
*If you do not know how to boost your consciousness to the level of confident optimism and absolute certainty (the ingredients for powerful conscious creation), then read everything you can about how to manifest and live intentionally while putting down everything that suggests you do not have a choice.
*If you find yourself in an argument over your beliefs, bless your opponent, send them love and take your conversation to a different level in your head and in your heart, not through your words.
*If you really want to consciously create the most prosperous and harmonious time that our world has ever seen, then step-up to that consciousness by claiming it now! (Notice I didn't say want it, or ask for it - I said - Claim it!)
if i want ...whatEVER i want...don't want it -- CLAIM IT!! i LOVE this!!
i can imagine how poorly i would be dealing with the fact that Boris is on the other side of the world for heaven knows how long. i do know i have allowed myself to cry, to feel the sadness, and to let it go. the night of the realization i wouldn't be able to see him before he left...in the midst of the crying and sadness, i was able to hear a voice tell me i needed to be still. i needed to put some space around the situation and what i was feeling and look at it from the outside. i then let it go. not what i've done in the past, which has always been to compartmentalize it (whatever IT was) and tell myself i'd deal with it later (which i, of course, never did). i am not saying i have mastered this, because as i write this, the sadness rolls over me, but i haven't felt it as a constant companion. he was much more a part of my life and my thought patterns than i ever expected. and i am grateful for that realization, and much more grateful for the time we had together. i really do love him, and i really do miss him.
in the middle of all of this, i find great stuff in my inbox:
*If you can't speak to your friends and loved ones in a voice they can hear, then simply empathize, detach, and bless. Whatever you do - do not engage in the fear.
*If you cannot stop yourself from worrying about your own situation, then find a confident, spiritual friend (or coach) and ask them to TALK you up the vibrational ladder, now. (Even sooner if possible!)
*If you cannot help but feel frightened when you watch the news, then stop watching the news.
*If you do not know how to boost your consciousness to the level of confident optimism and absolute certainty (the ingredients for powerful conscious creation), then read everything you can about how to manifest and live intentionally while putting down everything that suggests you do not have a choice.
*If you find yourself in an argument over your beliefs, bless your opponent, send them love and take your conversation to a different level in your head and in your heart, not through your words.
*If you really want to consciously create the most prosperous and harmonious time that our world has ever seen, then step-up to that consciousness by claiming it now! (Notice I didn't say want it, or ask for it - I said - Claim it!)
if i want ...whatEVER i want...don't want it -- CLAIM IT!! i LOVE this!!
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