i don't even know

where to start.

i haven't taken the time to really spend time here, to write about me and my life and what i want, what i am manifesting.

i don't know why. it may be because i'm living with an undercurrent of fear about the future. fear is a waste of time, but i can't seem to shake it. i am going to think about this fear...where it comes from and how i can rid myself of it, once and for all.

i am free. free to move where i want and to work in an industry that i love. so, why am i still in the checkout lanes at the bullseye and living in the house and the city in which i am currently residing??!?!?

so long uncertainty!!

the right move

One little known secret to making precisely the right move, at precisely the right time in your life, shelley, is knowing that in all cases, there is more than one right move and more than one right time. Lots and lots more.

In other words, no matter what you do next, or when, so long as you do something, I'll meet you there, smooth the edges, polish the grill, and connect the dots.

Tallyho,
The Universe

a note from the Universe

Daily, hour by hour, minute by minute, second by second you are admired by eyes in the unseen, shelley. You are completely understood. Your actions and inactions are honored. Your thoughts and deeds are saluted. Even your fears and challenges are seen as they truly are: not as weaknesses, but opportunities you once crafted for gifts you can now hardly imagine.

And, I must say, having a connection with a soul as adventurous as yours gives us all ample reason to party like "the roof was on fire."

Thanks, from this side of the curtains -
The Universe

another wow

from the Universe...

The number one reason most people don't start what they want to start, is because they think their simple, little efforts won't even dent the mountain they wish to move. But little do they know, shelley, that's exactly how the mountain was formed.
I was there -
The Universe

a wakeup call? i think i hear something ringing...

the day after

my 45th birthday!

i worked at the store yesterday, and encountered something curious. as i am working in the checkout lanes, there are occasional guests who, when writing a check, ask me for today's date. the number is usually a handful...up to only about 5. today, the number was that...fivefold. it got so silly...me answering "today's the 12th"...that i just had to giggle. i guess the universe wanted me to verbally acknowledge it was my birthday, because the last guest to ask, said..."are you sure...i thought it was the 11th." i replied "no, it's the 12th. it's my birthday!" she got all excited and wished me a happy birthday...and then...

the asking ended.

wild, huh? :)

i found this in my email box from the Universe!! :

A few years back, not so long ago, heaven and earth erupted into a major celebration with the news of your impending adventure into this very time and space. You see, someone like shelley o'bryant doesn’t come along all that often. In fact, there’s never been a single one like you, nor is there ever ANY possibility that another will come again. You’re an Angel among us. Someone, whose eyes see what no others will EVER see, whose ears hear what no others will EVER hear, and whose perspective and feelings will NEVER, ever be duplicated. Without YOU, the Universe, and ALL THAT IS, would be sadly less than it is.

Quite simply:

You’re the kind of person, shelley,
Who’s hard to forget,
A one-in-a-million
To the people you’ve met.
Your friends are as varied
As the places you go,
And they all want to tell you
In case you don’t know:
That you make a big difference
In the lives that you touch,
By taking so little
And giving so much!

shelley, you are so AWESOME! For your birthday, friends and angels from every corner of the Universe, including buddies you didn’t know you had, will be with you to wish you the HAPPIEST of Birthdays and an exciting new year in time and space. You won’t be alone!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, shelley!

gotta love the Universe! no one else will see things with my eyes! i am not alone! it makes me very happy...thank you Universe! i am grateful!!

i also have a very special voicemail on my cellphone. it's my gorgeous nephew Mike...saying Happy Birthday Aunt Shelley...i love you!! bye!! :) he's sooo precious. i miss him desperately...along with his brother and sisters...and his mom...and oh yeah, his goofball dad.